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Wednesday, 19 April 2006
The 3 Amigos: Temptation, Love and Sincere
Mood:
 irritated
Do you think you have control over Temptation?
So you think.
You reach out unconsciously to Temptation in desperation
Blind to the fact that you was really never over the seperation
You despise being divided, alone, apart
Serious issues ..true matters of the heart
To move on is progression, to let go or leave alone is ascension
It is natural to feel secure through nurture, the world knows it as charity
In and out of relationships, differences and similarities
Like a mother's love or a lovers oath that is carried through
It is deep rooted, grounded in what it believes
Always can see clear, the forest from the trees
You continue searching , when Sincere is in front of you
Let's not forget about Temptation...(damn)
To feel the beat of ones' heart as if it was next to your very own
Sincere respects Love,
Living through Love it has grown
There goes Temptation again...
Hoping it could come and rescue you, conquer your heart with intentions to mend.....
Sincere and Temptation both share something alike
They are both eager to stand and fight
For Love.....
Sincere holding on to Love, because it genuinely cares and clings to Love to protect it
Temptation feeling a wreck when,
Fighting to get Love back
Feeling a little off track because their hearts don't match
"No more", says Love
It is up to Love to turn Temptation away and hold on to Sincere
Temptation will always seem appealing to Love, because Love always looks to gain
Will Love acknowledge that Temptation is hard to maintain?
People look at Sincere and figure that it will always be there
However, like the seasons ever changing in this time and space
A new millenium, opportunity to start a fresh every year.
Hope and charity bleeds inside the heart of Sincere,
Love tries to keep the faith, through the tears
Why the chase?
"Except me as I am", shouts Sincere
Straight up, straight face
Posted by chris1913nc
at 12:01 AM KDT
Wednesday, 1 March 2006
Afraid
Mood:
 accident prone
You say that you are afraid with a little apprehension
With a dose of tension in between
This impossible dream
How did we find love under situational circumstance
Here comes with the regular song and dance
How did I find you, how did you find me
I inevitably speak of this feeling on cloud 9
No looking behind, however stand with courage to accept what is before us
Not be afraid, for what is to unfold
Let love mold us, not scold us
Preservation of each others heart in which is expected from the start
Not be afraid of the my hand that I offer you in the midst of the storm
Not be afraid of the feeling you feel inside, the warmth
You set me on fire, blazing, you intrigue me
You fatigue me
With your love, just because
You ignite me, excite me, you invite me to try new things
In the midst of it all, you conduct my heart to sing the songs it sings
With its’ own choir, its’ own song to dance
Only if you give me a fair shake, a fair chance
I’ll call you motivator, such a great innovator you are
You are truly a piece of work by far
So I ask, “Who is really afraid?”
I say me, not you
You have me on my toes, barefooted with no shoes
Like the sun, I look forward to you to start my day
Like the moon, I negotiate my bed
Thinking of you, as I rest my head on the pillow that lay
Sweet dreams love.
Posted by chris1913nc
at 12:01 AM JST
Wednesday, 15 February 2006
The Day After V-day
Mood:
 crushed out
It’s the day after Valentines Day and I feel content but dismantled at the same time. My life (in a matter of eight months) has slowly slipped away from me right through my fingers. I love my past however I have grown to love my present.
My past I thought would last, makes me
My present which I look forward to, at times breaks me
Down to my weakest element
At times I feel I am up to my knees in shit,
I tax myself, feel spent
Split down the middle
Don’t know which way to turn
To go back considered regression
To go forward would not be considered a resolution
To the fulfillment that I am in need of
This need I speak of is stability and security
Nurturing at its finest, loves purity
Deprivation I’ve known for all these years
Willing to put others feelings first, needs first
Feeling a sense of an obligation to fill the void,
Which is worse?
Fulfilled premature love or love not fulfilled
In a sense neither, if it is true love that was discovered
Until it’s gone
Hearts never protected, but open
Subjected to hurt, wrong
The heart that is so fragile is to be held with sensitivity
Instead being in a state of captivity by an unworthy contestant
I sincerely love my past, however I am in love with my present
A blessing that it is love I have found
How profound in this cruel and relentless world
I was lucky to negotiate another Valentine’s Day and know love
Up close and personal where I can grow in love
Willing to be totally drunken in love is my goal
To reach down way deep in my soul …
I respect you today and infinite,
Love.
Posted by chris1913nc
at 12:01 AM JST
Wednesday, 1 February 2006
In too deep
I'm at a point of no return
Ur love is what I really yearn
With you it is straight bliss
It is you, I would hate to miss
Erection from just a kiss
Never knew pain could be good
Not a pain that should be misunderstood
A pain that comes from something missing
Leaving me fantasizing, wishing
I want to be with you, stuck on you
Are you stuck on me? It's not that obvious, you see
Can't look into your eyes at times
Not because they are not beautiful
It is because you caught me by surprise
With your actions, words, thoughts
You got my heart
People would say it happened too soon
I say it happened to late
Bout to lay it down put it straight
We both have history
Where are we going?
That's a mistery
So when I look in your eyes
Turn my head, and sigh
It is because when I see you, a future
Willing to endure, even if I am unsure
Or uncertain if it is true love that I have found
The kinda love that swifts your feet off the ground
Lifes slopes. high hopes
Got to cope, to see what's good for the soul
I feel that you're good for my soul
You energize me, I feel your flow
Your eyes are a brown mahogany
Don't really know what has come over me
Who cares?
It is you I want, whole heap of dares
A lil scared
I guess it is a good thing
Definitely if you think of the happiness you bring
to me, my life
Facing fears, achieving endeavors
Deciding what's right
I care for you deeply
I want us to feel so free you see
It is YOU I want to know....
Until then ..gotta go....
Ciao.
Posted by chris1913nc
at 6:23 PM JST
Updated: Friday, 17 March 2006 4:35 PM JST
Saturday, 7 January 2006
FAKE
Mood:
irritated
Grimey, slimey
All at a timely
Manner, but I'd rather
Tell you the truth,
They have no coothe
Giving you space
Enemies in your face
This is a disgrace
Can't you see?
Envious
Devils in disguise
Jealousy
Why do they really try and hide
Their facade
On this so called friendship path they trod
Friends like that, you need no enemies
Trusting only kin to me
If that, in fact...
Fake people, fake faces
Fake world, fake faces
Posted by chris1913nc
at 2:27 AM JST
Updated: Sunday, 8 January 2006 9:26 PM JST
Black Rose
Mood:
 amorous
Beautiful Black Rose
Admiring your texture,
Watching your petals unfold
One by one, admiring your uniqueness
Your poise and stature
Nectar, nothing but sweetness
Beautiful Black Rose
Posted by chris1913nc
at 2:21 AM JST
That Kind of Woman
Mood:
 suave
Dysfunctional woman, incredible woman
It is ineveitable woman, that you are a black woman
Tried woman, strong woman
Denied woman, singing the same song woman
Yet dedicated woman, productive woman
Potential woman, a constructive woman
Who chooses to be a destructive woman
What ashame...
I am a woman, a black woman
My facial structure defined
My personality kind
My expressions on my face
Doesn't always greet you with a warm embrace
Heart punctured from hurt and pain
Standing tall to prove my life isn't in vain
My hair is of a fair texture
Skin maintains it's beauty, inspite of the weather
Beating against my pores
Still wanting to endure
How admirable...
Today, I say I was that dysfunctional woman
Now an incredible woman
Still I'm a tried woman, but yet strong woman
I was and still tried because I am a Black woman
Singing a new song woman
A very dedicated and productive woman
A potential woman, as well as a constructive womanCHRISTA.
Posted by chris1913nc
at 2:17 AM JST
Updated: Monday, 9 January 2006 8:36 AM JST
Thursday, 29 December 2005
Slave to the Dawn
Mood:
 quizzical
A slave to the dawn
Another day has come and gone
Come and went
I stretch and yawn
Where does the time go that I have spent?
Gradually I get out of my bunk to awake darkness
No birds singing or sun to greet my face
No "Honey, good morning"
No warm embrace
Stone cold, silence, stone cold,
Second nature to walk the soldier's path, so bold
Not knowing half the time what comes next
Limited time to sit sown to reflect
On what has happened throughout the day,
what is to come
All I know is that I am apart of the Army of One
A slave to the dawn
Finally motivated to walk down the hall
Observing the bare walls
Depressing...
No pictures, no color to allow your brain to soar
Straight plain jane to prepare you for war
A slave to the dawn has caused me to become bitter
A system that could cause you to wilt and wither
Having you second guess yourself,
so cold, dry having in need of mental help
They say that I am a warrior and a member of a team
My country "Tis of Thee" you see
Has enslaved me to be no warrior.
No team, just a circulating conspiracy
I have conformed my ways to be a bold survivor
in war and in life
I am trained to see the "sight picture" but I have learned to keep the big picture in sight
Who I Am?
I am a slave to the dawn
Fighting my own war, on my own lawn
I suit up a soldier, I am trained to fight
I am tired of fighting these wars in life
I am an African American Soldier.
Posted by chris1913nc
at 1:23 AM JST
Updated: Saturday, 7 January 2006 1:45 AM JST
Undercover Lover
Mood:
 lyrical
My lover, undercover
You make love to me on the regular
You show me affection, induce subliminal erections
Perfection
You know me inside, out
I've known you for years without a doubt
Your whole persona devine
Your whole facade defined
You're my haven
Emotions raving
Your dynamic, unpredictable
You make me panic
You send shivers up my spine
A calling, that ass is mine
Ohhhh, yeah, slow it down
You make me tremble, to my feet to my crown
Fast, slow, & moderate you display
Can you bring out my forte?
As soon as I come in the door, we meet
You invite me to a seat
You satisfy my intellectual desires
Can I be your night nurse for hire?
You undress me, caress me
Your love, a fortsondo
Boom, hits me, than goes low
Increasing sensation of this love flow
With plenty of room to grow
My lover,...undercover
You satisfy me in every way
You're my sun on the dreariest day
You're my oasis
When it's issues I am faced with
Pure moods is what you send me through
Love you now, forever, for life
Continue to rock me to sleep at night
My Lover,......Undercover
MUSIC!
Posted by chris1913nc
at 12:37 AM JST
Monday, 12 December 2005
Mere thought of Love
Mood:
 a-ok
Love is overrated, often complicated
When there is a lack of commitment, understanding
Demanding respect, destitute in the area of sensuality
Not respecting individuality
Love is where you take away all the glamour, physique
Take away the passionate love making, intense heat
No more hair that once blew in the wind, breeze
To substitute that simple kiss with the one that makes you weak in the knees
To find out that the person has a heart of gold
Personality has an original glow that's bold
Their intellect wheels you in wanting more
Discovering new heights that you haven't before
I wish everyone could have a dose of this love chronic
Feeling mellow like that cup of Tangeruay, tonic
Love isn't just a mere thought, it's a feeling
That two people share when they care
Willing to sacrifice, take chances
Challenging the other to dare
I will never give up on love, I am a long life fan
In Love, I will strongly stand
I am swamped to my knees
In loves panorama, feeling free
Until it completely lifts me off the ground
Then I will know that I am complete
Cause the love will overwhelm me from my feet to my crown
Posted by chris1913nc
at 1:15 PM JST
Updated: Saturday, 7 January 2006 1:46 AM JST
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